it's... vent-a-little-while-sad-and-scared-times again

(WARNING: This is highly discouraging speech and self awareness, as well as some anxiety and other irrational fears)


I just need to get this out somehow TvT


Music: blue spotted tail - fleet foxes

A little vent to display my current bad phase... empty, weak to the temptation of doing nothing and sleeping all afternoon instead of getting the stuff done I need to do. But then, of course, the guilt and fear of not doing said things. Just floating, scared to lose loved ones, scared to call a friend because you don't know if you want to be alone or not. Afraid of making mistakes. Afraid to work. Too sad. Too numb.

again